Smiles

My mouth has a natural reflex now.
I smile at things irrational to smile about.
Like my grandmother, and her antics.
Or the new ditzy, but charming co-worker.
I dont remember having such a reflex when I was younger.
Everything was so easy to smile at then, the difference was just rationally normal.
Now the difference is that smiles are hard to come by, an increasing authentic-liability.
But I dont mind.
I have eyes for the co-worker, for sure.
And Grandma was smarter than I thought.
So the reflex can stick around for a while.