Smiles

My mouth has a natural reflex now.
I smile at things irrational to smile about.
Like my grandmother, and her antics.
Or the new ditzy, but charming co-worker.
I dont remember having such a reflex when I was younger.
Everything was so easy to smile at then, the difference was just rationally normal.
Now the difference is that smiles are hard to come by, an increasing authentic-liability.
But I dont mind.
I have eyes for the co-worker, for sure.
And Grandma was smarter than I thought.
So the reflex can stick around for a while.

Look Twice

Cinnamon is a sensual, luxurious scent. It is confident, full, and indulgent; just sexy. There are many arrogant fragrances, but cinnamon is a confident aroma unlike anything all the others. Realizing its intoxicating swagger Cinnamon is brave in its associations; tasting simply beautiful in warm and delicate, or cooled and sensible conditions. Aware of it’s appeal, cinnamon tends to be only efficiently present, whereas that presence is intimately felt and catalyzing of an intense desire for more.

                Chapstick is a delicate, un-noticed, but useful sap. It entertains and serves eloquently paired lips, as well as protects and defends. Regardless of the fact that few recognize the talents of mediocre chapstick, it stays quiet, humbled, and confident in its positioning. Knowing assuredly that it’s uses are not only ever-present, but that it’s existence has a passionate, natural, ascetic meaning to the body.

                The Mona Lisa of the Gods: Modessa. Though only a composite of all that is humanely radiant, Modessa carries a spirit, a discipline, perhaps a character that ultimately idolizes her, in that sexy is just way to topical to describe.

Spiritually, a smile can be the greatest force. When all of this around us seems to fall, a smile can stabilize and symbolize hope. Modessa’s smile is so absolutely blinding. Your forced to imagine a better, brighter future. But where your mind may fault, your body does not.

Her persistent, dedicated way of being is only a magnet to your opposing charge; her elegance compared to you is clearly polar, at least to you. Her soft, loving personality is nothing to feel over powered by though, only one you can wish to embrace. From the sexy, delicate charm, to her indulging and un-noticed dedication she presents the masterpiece of humanity’s creation; she is Cinnamon Chapstick Modessa.

Gay Community Disappointed With Obama

In a Baltimore publication known as OUTloud,  Dan Ewald discusses the lack of political representation of the gay community by President Barack Obama, who was heavily endorsed by the lgbt community. The article states that although President Obama clarified his opposition on the issue, he did express his ideal of the matter being left to the power of the state.
The motivation of the article was the recent Maine repealed gay marriage (banned actually) and lack of Human Rights help. Ewald says their involvement "Makes you wonder [what] all that donated money is going towards".

Ewald stresses that voter-approved discrimination, as seen in Maine's repeal, will continue to occur if the lgbt community continues to support national politicians instead of the local groups in your community.
From a personal perspective, it clearly makes more sense to support local groups and advocates rather than big-name, infamous, all-talk-no-play politicians; even if they are open lgbt advocates.
The goal of the community is to destroy hate, and achieve equality, and just recognition as honorable and contributing citizens. Thats not possible when the community is expecting big-time politicians, or the HRC for that matter, to have heavy influence on a local level when they know nothing about your community.
If you want to contribute to the movement, find out what going on in your community, and invest your time and support in those groups, not the organizations or individuals who are uninformed and unaware.

July 2009 From 38º 44' N, 75º 08' W

What appeals

Long , shaped, and toned legs are stretched firmly away from the wall creating a forty-five degree angle unlike anything I've ever seen.
These legs are being caressed so perfectly by a stone-washed, lightly stressed pair of jeans; its no exxageration to call it a perfect fit. And to add sugar to taste, her limbs are elongated and sensationalized by the black mid-calf suede boots. This beauty knew what she was doing when she set that trap.
Working  upward, her back and ass are so firmly planted on the wall, buttressing the extended effect of her mesmerizing legs. You can see the pressure she is exerting to maintain her position, but everything about her force screams sexy. Everyone in the hall can hear it.
Her flat abdomen is emphasized by the wool of her car coat, or perhaps it is the advertising un-bottoned top trend. The materials, colors, textures all make this woman picture-perfect...I feel for my phone; I need to have something to remember this moment with.
But her face is hidden. Shielded by the black mystifying mane of hair. the way it falls over her chest and crawls down the wall is intoxicating; but this intoxication is one you dont want to sober away from, rather, indulge upon.
Her style is appealing, her body is advertising, her position is fascinating; I paused for water to clear my thoughts and stealthily capture the picture, but the wall stood just as empty and plain as any other moment.